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Mitch is:

ONe Hairy Motherfuckckka who smells like the shit around my ass hole.

He's likes to stick his head into girls oversized vaginas.


(Of Course this post is dedicated to my best friend... Mitch Del Rosario)

P.S. Guitar HEro Rules...
I can play it on Expert... Mitch has a hard time on (in Philipino Accent) MEDiiUyum

HA!

I just don't like Cops.... Really...

It seems like I've been dealing with them alot lately..
For example:

Last night at UC Davis...
Cops take my ID and question me because this guy was passed out at a party...
I Don't even fucking go there!

Chilling at a parking lot...
Two Cops come and question us. Takes my driver's license to make sure I have no felonies or some shit and hands it back to me.
Then tells the driver to step out of the car and pats him down for weapons???


My Birthday...
A Fucking Pig sneaks up onto my campsite in the middle of the night and finds a bottle and then fucking treats me as if I just killed someone. Writes me a ticket for Minor in Possession of Alcohol. Now I have to go to the santa cruz county jail and take my mug shot and finger prints then go to court on fucking 4th of July?!?!?


Seriously...
I hate cops...


Just a thought.

1. Name: Steve
2. Your nickname: The Yangster
3. Birthday: 05/20/1987
4. Place of Birth: Hayward
5. Zodiac Sign: Taurus
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Grade: college freshman
8. School: San Jose State University
9. Occupation: Student?
10. Residence: Fremont
11. Screen Name: FullCollapseTx

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: Black
16. Height: 5'8
17. Braces?: Had
18. Glasses?: No, But I need it. I wear Contacts
19. piercings: no
20. tats: no
21. Righty or Lefty: Lefty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Steve Kim
23 First Award: I don't remember
24. First Sport You Joined: Soccer with Alex Dao in Elementary School
25. First Pet: Rudy-Dog
26. First Real Vacation: Hmmm Korea?
27. First Concert: Blink-182, Sum 41, and New Found Glory. 8th grade.
28. First Love: NEVER


___ Favorites___

29. Movie: The Breakfast Club
30. Colors: Brown
32. Bands: OMG... U know.
33. Song: The only Medicine
36. Candy: Kit-Kat (Eating one right now)
38. Sport To Watch: Football
40. Store: Fry's Electronics
41. School Subject: Public Speaking
42. Animal: I dunno
43. Book: Angelas Ashes
44. Magazine: Maxim, FHM, Forbes, Business Week, Time, Newsweek, etc..

___Currently___
49. Eating: Just ate Unamas with Chris WONG
50. Drinking: Had orange soda?
52. Online?: AIM
53. Listening To: CSI on Tv sounds
54. Thinking About: If I'm gonna finish my Onine Econ hw which is due in an hour.
55. Wishing: Alot of things.
56. Watching: CSI
57. Wearing: Boxers, Sweats, T-Shirt.
_Your Future___
58. Want Kids? It's why I'm alive
59. Want to be Married?: yes
60. Careers in Mind: Richest man in America. (It Could be a career)

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
67. Cute or sexy: Sexy
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Kisses
70. Short or Tall: Shorter
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous, leave Romantic to me. LOL
73. Fatty or Skinny: Skinny.
74. Sensitive or Loud: Loud.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Sweet
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Hesitant.

___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: no
79. Had Alcohol: yes
80. Smoked: yes
81. Ran Away: no
83. Got an X-ray: yes
84. Broken Someones Heart: No
85. Broke Up With Someone: yes
86. Turned Someone Down: yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: No
88. Cried At School: Yes

___Do You Believe In___
89. God: Yes
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love At First sight: Ohh Yes
92. Ghosts: yes
93. Aliens: Yes
94. Soul Mates: why not
95. Heaven:Yes
96. Hell: Yes
98. Kissing on The First Date: yes
99. horoscopes: If it's good.
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have?: OMG.... EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING.

SOooOO Steve Kim Slept over last night so he woke me up early as usual! He woke me up at 11:00 this morning and my eyes were blood shot cause i slept so late. We were at Chris's Untill 3. I had a nice Japanese Brunch at Gyro in Union City with Steve. It feels like years since I've eaten Japanese for so long. THEN.... HMMMM... Steve went back to Davis cause his break was over. Before he left we had our cigarette break.

When I got back from the break my netflix dvd came in the mail: THe great Gatsby (1974) Ihave to watch it for extra credit for English. It's ok but I only watched an hour of it so far cause it's like 2 and a half hours long! Then I got bored of it and decided to chill with Arpan. He remembered it was Taste of Chaos Day but we didn't have tickets. I wanted to try to get in anyways cause I had a free parking pass which is a ten dollar value cause I go to SJSU.

When we got there this guy sold us two tickets for $30.00. which is a hella good deal considering its like 35 a ticket. THRICE WAS AMAZING!!! OMGGGGG Teppei played piano and guitar in between songs and it was just amazingggggg. Story of the year had impressive stage performance and some decent new songs.

ATREYU: The band I wanted to see the most: AMAZING SETUP... 12 4x12 MEsa boogie Dual rectifier cabs and 4 8x10 Ampeg bass cabs. TAMA Triple Bass drums. The only thing that surprised was that the quality of the sound wasn't what I expected. The guitar tone was kinda weak considering it's supposed to be hella crisp. New songs are prettyyyy good. I loved this one song.. can't remember the name.



When we got back to Fremont we went to Arpan's for dinner. MR. B had Deer meat and Black Bear Meat so he cooked up a spicy dish for us. Deer and Bear actually taste pretty fucking goooooood!!! It reminds me of Beef Jerky with more flavor and texture.

Arpeeta wanted to chill so we went to Denny's. Taurun and Shaina came as well and we ate once again! HAHA

Now I am at home and satisfied with my Day.


Tomorrow I have to go to the BAttle of the Bands meeting and explain why My Heart Collapse hasn't sold 40 tickets yet. I'm still looking forward to playing cause we haven't played Since last August.

If you are interested:

Slim's- San Francisco
April 1st 2006
ALL DAY EVENT
10 A.M.- 2A.M
$13.00

Contact me if you want a ticket!!!



I'm out of gas and broke so I don't know how far my car will make it there.


That is ALL!!!!

I fear...

[] the dark
[x] staying single
[] getting married
[] being a parent
[] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[] heights
[] cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] spiders
[] driving or being in cars
[] flying
[x] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched(by opposite sex)
[] fire
[] water
[] the ocean
[] pools
[] failure
[] success
[x] germs
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[x] mice/rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[x] cemeteries
[] clowns
[] large crowds
[x] demons or evil
[] crossing bridges
[x] death
[x] Hell
[]Heaven
[] being robbed
[]being sexually assaulted
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibility
[]doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[xxxxxx] snakes
[] sharks
[] dinosaurs
[] Friday the 13th
[] poverty
[] ghosts
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] fear
[] being alone
[] losing my friends
[x] being blind - wtf kind of fear is this.
[x] being deaf - wtf kind of fear is this.
[] growing up
[x] being murdered in my sleep

This week I wanted to try something different with my weekends especially since my Spring break begins at 1:15 P.M. On Thursday the 23rd... I want to plan Friday's and Saturday's so not a minute will be wasted sitting around. I even considered waking up before 3 on Friday and Saturday mornings.

Today.. I actually woke up at 11:30 because my Sister is back from NY. She came running in and jumping on my bed and blasting my stereo. What she didn't know is that I got wasted like 6 hours before she woke me up and was hung over :( We saw V For Vendetta (8/10.. I like the 1-10 Scale if you haven't noticed yet) at the great mall then we ate some Pho in Fremont... Not a very productive Sunday.

I'm considering going to Los Angeles on Thursday, but I should really be planning band practice because the show is coming up.

This week should be less stressful than last week. I only have one midterm in Asian American Studies compared to last week where I had three essays 3 midterms, and a bunch of assignments. YAY.


Today...
I did not smoke a cigarette.

AMAZING

Thursday:
Didn't want to wake up for school.

Friday:
Ok... SO!!! My weekend begins here.
I get a call around 1 in the afternoon from Jon who tells me he is 250 miles away from the Bay. This motivates me to wake up and get ready for an incredible weekend. I decide the first activity would be goin to Jackson Rancheria hotel, Resort, and Casino in the middle of fucking no where. Jackson, Ca? I fill up the tank with Amir and head out to I-5 to meet Jon at a rest stop. I park my car in front of a KFC in Tracy so we can all hop in to Jon's Prius with Navigation to go to Jackson Rancheria. Jon, who has been driving for the last four hours decides it would be best if I drove his car to Jackson so I drove.

When we got there I take a piss and head out to a nickel slot and waste a dollar. No biggie... Then I wait for half an hour for a 5 dollar minimum 100 dollar max table for Lucky ladies black jack. John sits to my right and I am the last player to make a move. I purchase $40.00 dollars worth of chips and was pretty consistent +/- 15 dollars for an hour. Jon got bored so he went all in for 20 dollars cause Amir wanted him to play some slots. HE loses the hand cause I decided to hit on 14 and I bust with a jack of diamonds. He blamed me for loosing cause the dealer had like 15 and hit and got 20, but would have busted if I didn't hit. Whatever. I ended up making $20.00. I feel that I would have made more if I stayed longer, but we needed to go back to the Bay area to meet up with Dustin and partyyyy!!

After Jon drops Amir and me off at my car in Tracy, we found out that there is a huge party in Pleasanton and a huge party in St. Mary's. We decide to hit up the Pleasanton one so Amir and me go to Pleasanton and Jon goes to St. Mary's to pick up Dustin to bring him to the Pleasanton party.



I found the house pretty quickly. A great place to have a party, but it eventually got caught up by 50's.

Before the 50's arrived, there were hella Fremont heads just chillen and a bunch of Hotties from Pleasanton. Seriously, if the 50's didn't come and I wasn't a DD that night, I would have hit on soooo many girls.

Amir was pretty drunk and was hitting on this asian hottie who had the nicest ass ever. I was hella cracking up.

When the cops arrived I didn't trip out cause it wasn't a big deal, but everyone was being paranoid and started to hop the fence in the backyard to get away from them. I just walked to my car being sober and all with Amir and Norell.

This random guy followed us to my car and asked for a ride, and I told him I couldn't so he was hella sad. (Sucker)

We got out fine, but a few people got caught by the cops for drinking, etc..

I decided to call Dustin and Jon and tell them not to head this way and I told him we're going back to St. Mary's to hit up that other party. Dustin didn't really want Amir and Norell to come so I dropped them off at Fremont and then went home to pick up some contact lens solution and a sleeping bag and headed North to Moraga, CA.


When I got to St. MAry's, Dustin and Jon were already passed out around 1 in the morning cause they drank before me. When I finally got them to get up I snatched some beers from Dustin's stash of Coors Lights and started to beer bong. I downed a cold one the I beer bonged 2 beers then I did another session of 3 and more etc... I ended up only drinking like 11, but around 4 ish I started to Puke for the 2nd time of my life. I ran for the bathroom, but I didn't even make it.

I started to throw up in the halls. My puke was all stomach acid and random shit cause I only had KFC that day and a shit load of Menthol cigarettes.

Dustin and Jon were shocked yet amused to see me puke for the 2nd time of my life. I was just pissed I ruined my record. It was cool.

I passed out around 6:30 while JOn, Major, and Dustin were watching W.O.W. videos.

When we all finally woke up around 4:30 in the afternoon, We headed to the Dining Commons for some late lunch.

We came back to the room and chilled and then I went back to Fremont to take a shower and pick up Jon cause he left earlier to drop off his Prius at the shop.

I quickly showered and then picked up Jon to go back to St. Mary's around 8:30 because there was a killer rugby party that I HAD TO GO to.

We left in Dustin's car to go to the party with Ian, Major, Jon, and Dustin, but it ended up not going down. Ian knew about another girls tennis party as a backup, so we went back to the campus to get directions.


We picked up the Dutch students and took two cars to go. The street name was happy valley road. LOL

WHEN WE GOT THERE:

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK..

HOTTest girls I had ever seen in little skirts and busty shirts on with a cowboy hat. It was a girls theme party at the Girls tennis house. You could not literally move inside cause there were sooo many people. I was in eye candy heaven! We stayed there for an hour until the cops arrived once again! SHIT. I was soooo pissed cause I had to leave all these single hot girls to go back to St. Mary's. DAMMIT!!!

I had Jon and the dutch guys in my car and they wanted to see my car in action.

St. Mary's is on a mountain so u have to go threw all these sharp turns and shit so I started to test my suspension. They were pretty impressed. hahah the whole time I was crackin up cause they were sayin in a accent, " I can really feel he V-TEC kicking in your car"

Back at St. Mary's we went to go look for a another party.

We ended up just goin to the Dutch guy's room and beer bongin with some hot chicks.
PRetty sweet actually.

But that girls tennis team really made my night.

We set up my hookah around 6 in the morning in Dustin's room after endless attempts to cover the fire alarm. HAHA. We just got a fan and blew it towards the window. It was pretty chill around then.

Major was hella drunk and decides to go to his room to passout. Jon passed out around 6 and I passed out around 7:30.

Dustin on the other hand... HAHA 9:30 A.M. Playing World of War Craft.


Today I woke up around 6 in the afternoon. We ate at the D.C. again

then I went back to Fremont to smoke a cig with Chris.

Now I'm here.



THIS WEEKEND HAS SOOO MUCH MOre to it, but it's to difficult to name every detail, but you get the idea.


Tomorrow's monday. UGGGH

Body: _______BEST________
1. Male Friend: Arpan, Mitch, Dustin, Jon, Chris, Steve, Amir, Jose ( My Best Friends RULE and are hella better than yours whoever you are!)
2. Female Friend: Arpeeta, Esther, Joanne (<3 My Best friends)
3. Vacation: New York City W/ Jon & Dustin ( SOOO COOL)
4. Age: 21- I know it's gonna be siccck. (I think I'm gonna get a jump start and buy an ID today)
5. Memory: 2nd Semester Senior Year

______WORST________
1. Time of day? 8:45 P.M.
2. Day of the week? Tuesday- I LOVE MONDAY's
3. Food: Indian
4. Memory:

_______LAST__________
1. Person you saw: I'm In class. I see alot of people.
2. Talked on the phone with? Jose
3. Kissed: Your Mom
4. Hugged: My mom
5: IM: Jeff Cho

_______TODAY________
1. What are you doing now: Tryin to ignor my idiot Econ teacher. He's talkin about Hamburgers and beer, but he calls it Hamburg and refers to every beer as MGD and COORS
2. Wearing: Brown SJSU Hoodie, Band T, Jeans, Brown Puma Shoes, Adidas socks, Brown Belt, Bracelet, Boxers, (That's everything)
3. What did you eat for lunch? Korean Beef Noodle Soup
4: Better than yesterday: NO!

______TOMORROW_________
1. Is: tuesday
2. Got any plans?: Buy Dad's Gift.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow? Waking up.
5. Do you have homework?: FUCK YOU. Don't ever ask me that!

________FAVORITES__________
1. Number: 5 ( MHC BITCH)
2. Song: Only Medicine
3. Color: Brown
4. Season: summer
5. State: New York

________CURRENTLY_________
1. With someone? SINGLE in relationships, With a shit load of people in Econ.
2. Missing someone?: HMMMMMMMMMMm... Steve K, Mitch D, Arpan B, Amir,Dustin, Esther, Joanne, Arpeeta, Chris
3. Mood: Stomach hurts... Chill... Teacher keeps eyeing me.
4. Wanting: Class to end.




2nd survey


How spoiled are you?

[x] A cell phone
[] a hair straightener
[X] your own computer
[X] your own car
[X] good grades
[] chanel sunglasses
[X] burberry purse ( DOn't ASK!)
[] A boyfriend/girlfriend
[] a curling iron
[X] every fall out boy cd
[X] something from american eagle
[X] something from abercrombie
[X] something from hot topic
[] a pet
[x] some type of trophy/award
[x] Queen size bed
[x] an ipod
[X] a jersey from a professional team
[X]more than $50 in my purse/wallet
[x] a radio/cd player
[X] Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[X] something related to green day
[] xanga
[x] myspace
[] make-up
[X] a desk in your room
[X] a hill in your backyard
[X] DDR
[X] a pair of skis or snowboard
[x] alarm clock
[X] a pair of ice skates
[] rollerblades
[] treadmill
[] your own phone line
[x] AIM
[] Yahoo!
[X] MSN
[] ICQ
[X] perfume/cologne
[x] bath and body works lotion
[x] necklaces & bracelets & earrings
[X] a journal/diary
[x] toothbrush
[x] peaches in your fridge
[X] x's in your screename
[] a birthday in january
[X] famous relative/friend
[x] a relative that lives in a different state
[X] a disowned relative
[] an electric scooter
[X] your own bathroom
[X] your own band ( BEST FRIEND's)
[X] any METAL band shirts
[] gamecube
[X] a guitar ( LIKE 5)
[x]a hammock
[] a basketball hoop
[] a soccer net
[] batting cage
[x] a bike
[X]a mini van/van A beautiful 95' RED Nissan Quest V6 with a spoiler on top of my bike rack and some green flames on the side.
[x] a relative that lives in Florida
[] a V.C Andrews book
[]a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes (My 6th grade teacher told me not to make friends with these people!)
[] bad grades
[] a locker at school
[] a baby
[] a pet chimpanzee
[]sparkly blue nail polish
[X] a "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody ( THX ARDAN)
[X]the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[]a promise ring
[] a pool table
[] swimming pool
[] Trampoline
[] livejournal ( Livejournals Are STUPID, WHO the hell would have one of these)
[X]flip flops
[]steve madden shoes
[X] the sims
[X] a ping pong table I'm about to play beer pong this week!
[] air hockey table
[] a basement
[x] converse
[] construction paper ( Can't afford colored paper.)
[x] markers, crayons, etc.
[X]coloring books
[] a nice singing voice ( I don't need one. I got Mitch and Marcelo SUCKAS)
[]XBOX
[X] PS2
[] rose red movie
[] wife beaters
[] VCR/DVD (What's the point of a VCR?)
[x] a mom or a dad
[] an older brother(s)
[]a younger brother(s)
[X] an older sister(s) ( They rule)
[] a younger sister(s)
[]a sled
[] a lake/pond
[x] friends who you love ( You BET)




More survey's - TO PASS TIME IN THIS DAMN CLASS


Name 10 bands/artists you are really in to:

1 - Silverstein
2 - Scary Kids Scaring Kids
3 - Saosin
4 - From First to Last
5 - Atreyu
6 - Thrice
7 - Avenged Sevenfold
8 - Thursday
9 - My Heart Collapse
10 - My American Heart



Now answer the questions according to the numbers.

+ what was the first song you ever heard by 6?
Identity Crisis

+ what is your favourite album of 8?
FULLCOLLAPSE

+ what is your favorite lyric that 5 has sung?
Ask me, FUCK YOU ( Even though it's not that)

+ how many times have you seen 4 live?
2

+ what is your favorite song of 7?
Unholy Confessions (Memories in the Black Comet-Wrx)

+ what is a good memory you have considering the music of 10?
HMMMM.. Sole division

+ is there a song of 3 that makes you sad?
NOPE

+ what is your favorite lyric that 2 has sung?
Can you help me make this, Make this fucking end.

+ what is your favorite song by 9?
Blitz Shattered Shotgun

+ how did you get in to 3?
ARPAN Said I'd love this. He's never wrong

+ what was the first song you heard by 1?
Already Dead

+ what is your favorite song by 4?
Such a Tragedy

+ how many time have you seen 9 live?
HAHAHA EVerytime they play.

+ what is a good memory you have concerning 2?
Playing with them on Oct. 30th 2004 at Imusicast Oakland

+ is there a song of 8 that makes you sad?
They are all sad.

+ what is your favorite album of 5?
The Curse

+ what is your favorite song of 1?
Smile in your sleep

+ what is your favourite song of 10?
The Process

+How many times have you seen 6 live?
3

+ what is your favorite album of 2?
City Sleeps in Flames

+ what is a great memory you have considering 9?
The venU 2nd SHow in Dec. We skipped Winter Ball to go. and we also tried to change the date for winterball. Mitch and I were pretty close in convincing them. DAMN Freshmen parents!


+ what was the first song you heard by 8?
Understanding in a carcrash.












NORMAL Entry.


I got money now. I want to get my car tinted.

I won an auction Ebay for a RSX trunk protector. Looking forward to getting it.


Life is: Ok?

OK SOOOOOO my plans for Valentine's Day were cancelled ever since Esther and Joanne told me I HAVE to go with them to Monterey/Salinas. I planned on locking myself in my room with junk food and chick flicks, but I was forced to spend the day out South.

I had a full tank of gas this morning. Guess what light's on now in my garage? You'll NEVER GUESS! :(

The Day goes as Follows:

Woken up with sounds of Jazz by the Alarm clock at 8:45. Request rejected.
The Snooze button was hit three times with ten minute intervals.
Finally woke up at 9:05 and ran to the shower with my eyes closed.
Half asleep in the shower, I finally decided it was time to shampoo and condition.

Breakfast was.... Breakfast? (breakfast Sandwich with Tabascco)
Off on my morning commute to SJSU. Left at 9:35 A.M.
Arrived at school at 9:55ish
I really need to move out soon. I can't wake up this early.

Walked to class after searching for parking for only 12 minutes! New record for the 7th St. Garage.
Smoked two Parliments with coffee from Jazzland in front of class.

Business 10- 10:30-11:45
Class is sooo boring. I played a texas hold em tourney on my phone for half an hour, then had a discussion with my professor about NUMMI plant in fremont for 10 while class was in session. That's my participation grade for the day.
I took advantage of my free time in Business 10 while the teacher lectured to text the girls and Pancho about our plans for our visit to Salinas/Monterey
We received out Personal career plan essay's I did in the last minute and got a 88/90 which would have been a perfect score if I didn't put my name on the cover and also on the first page? So yea that was worth 15% of our grade. So Startin off with a solid A

Passing time: (1) more Parliament

12:00-1:15 English 1B
I think my teachers Pretty hot.
HHAHA that's random.

Ohh and there's this girl that looks identical to Dustin's Girlfriend and also her voice sounds exactly like her.

I was texting the whole time in this class.

After class, the usual cigarette break. I'm becoming a really heavy smoker now. I need to plan a day I quit. Cause I have to chain smoke which is just screamin CANCER!

Went to Burger King to get the 2 for 2 double cheeseburger deal which is great because the school's BK doesn't charge tax, so I just give them two dollar coins and I'm full for the next two hours.

Had a quarter in my pocket and 15 minutes to kill before Esther and Joanne arrived at my school so we can head out, so I decided to hit the arcade and play Virtual Tennis. Lasted about 3 match's which are 5 minutes each. Best quarter investment ever!

When they arrived , we parked Joanne's Car in my spot in 7th St. The same spot I worked so hard for in the morning. Then we drove to the dorm's to pick up Pancho and his girl cause they were hitchin a ride to Salinas to See his brother's basketball game.

At Salinas:

Chilled at Drowd, Word, Edward.... ( I don't know his name cause he has so many) but Esther's Boyfriends friend Mike's house and Esther and _____________ smoked a little weed.

We headed to Costco for some hot dogs and then went to the pet store to check out the fish and birds.

Then we watched Island at Mike's for a bit. Now I need to watch it! GOSH. It's soooo good so far.

So later Mike had to go to basketball practice, so we went to Monterey to chill at the beach.

When we arrived... IT was FREEZING. Joanne and I got my beach mat and put it behind us on a bench to block the wind.

We ended up listening to music in my car.

We had to leave because it was getting late and cold, So we dropped off ____________ at the Northridge mall and headed out back to SJSU.

Esther fell asleep in the back ( I know you are reading this) While Joanne set up my laptop and connected it to my stereo so we could watch The girl next door on the way back. It's way better than those in dash dvd players cause u got a 15.4" wide screen. It made the drive home much faster.

Now I'm finally home... that was Valentine's Day.


Overall: 6/10 60 % D

IT may sound like a bad day, but it's just random that I went. and I drove 282 miles today.

$30.00 dollars down the drain.


Tomorrow:

A WED!!!! I <3 WED & MON!


Tomorrow should be another 10/10

A 10/10 Day
I never knew Monday's can be like this


today is the best day of my life.

I were to choose one day to live over and over. This would be that day.

Why???

Wouldn't you like to know!

I need to reserve 5 minutes to check my myspace in the morning. AT THIS TIME a comment from Jen is sitting in my mailbox and is not to be opened untill Morning. I decided the best way to do this without effecting my 95.3 % accurate schedule is to remove 5 minutes from my shower and in place, put in myspace time. This is to inform you about this.


The probabilty of waking up refreshed and in a good mood had just been dramatically gone down in probabilty because it is now 2:10 and JEN won't let me Sleep. SO YES. My Current Mood is: (Answer can be found a little distance down)

1. DO YOU SNORE
YES

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
Lover

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
Going to Jail


4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
U bet

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
Depends on the show


6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
Of course

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
HEck YES

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
Hell NO


9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
Black-Laptop
Grey- Desktop


10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
If I'm listning to music or if I know it's going too be a good day.

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
No

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
Everyone does..

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
Somewhere I can drink Alcohol Legally

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
YEs

15. Have you eaten sushi?
My favorite food in the world.

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
It's one of my favorites.

17. DO YOU GIVE A DARN ABOUT THE OZONE?
Not really

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A
TOOTSIE POP?
Depends on the person

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
NOpe


20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
HAHAHA
YESSSSS
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
It's a man's sport

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
The NEAR future

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Hell NO It looks like chicken scratch

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
Cooties


27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU"?
Never..
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
No he died u dumbass

28B. Are you regularly sarcastic?
Of course not.. JK

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS?
heck yes


30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
Scrambled

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
Yes


32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
WTF r u asking me

33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
10:51 P.M.


34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
The Yangster~

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
It's fantastic

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
10 Minutes Ago.. I just changed my headlight bulbs because one blew out after a week.


37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
Showers... But BAth's are nice... Now I want to take one..(after Will and Grace)

38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
Yes

39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
If I like the girl

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
I love the dark


41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
Music + Girls


42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
Crunchy

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
depends


44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
No

45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
2

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
Yes (Weed is not considered a drug to me)

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
Sexy Brown

49. WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
a couple months ago

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
I love it to death


51. WHO'S BETTER? MAC or PC?
Mac, but I have two pc's

52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
Depends.. I can read peoples emotions

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
YEssss


54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
Guitar, Bass, Drums, KEyboard, piano, Cello, etc...

55. HAVE U EVER STOLEN MONEY?
YEs

56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
Of course

57c DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
Love it


58. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
Nope

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
Not the magic u are thinking of

60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
YES

61. YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
YEs Cause it exists

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
No


63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
Yes

64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY?
HECK YES

65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
Jumbo Jack=--- Bad

66. DO YOU WEAR NAILPOLISH?
I'm not a girl or goth


68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING TV COMMERCIAL?
UPN show in SF where they talk about UPN shows

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
Sometimes


70. FAVORITE BAND AT THE MOMENT?
Silverstein





TODAY I:

Chilled with: Chris, Amir, Esther

Smoked a shit load of lights

Woke up at 4:30 P.M.

Ate: Chow mein

watched southpark


Tomorrow I:

need to get ready for school :)

SOoo I just got back from UC Davis. Amir and I went to visit Steve yesterday. We left around 4ish and got there around 7 because we stopped by this sweet arcade and smoked some cigs here and there. We went to a nice dorm party with a shit load of alcohol. OVerall here is the stats for my drinking:

Southern Comfort 35% (6) Shots
Malibu Rum 17% (4)Shots
Jägermeister 35% (2) Shots
Milwaukees Best Light Beer (4) 12oz Cans
David's Stolen wine(Room Temp) from Parents + Kerns Necter Drink Mixed (2) Cups Shared among Holy, David, Amir, and me
and some juice mix shit 17%?

I wasn't even really drunk!! Well I was drunk, but not stupid

OUT OF ALL NIGHTS I Drink, this is the first night I actually stuck to drinks under 40% Which is extremely strange. I couldn't find anything harder that's why I kept wanting more. SHITTTT

Marlboro Light Stats:

(1) Pack of Marlboro Lights 100's
(1) Pack of MArlboro Lights

I smoked about 22 last night.

The dormroom party was kind of nice because the people there was really cool and we we're just having a good time.

Went to bed around 3:30?

Woke up and ate at the D.C. I was disappointed to find that the Orange juice was out. :(

NOW:

Party With Esther +Amir in Fremont(Supposed to be crackin) OR U.C. B With Steve K and Amir.

OR I can watch Hitch On DVD I got from Netflix today :) BUT Saturday night... PARTY NIGHT! YE YA


GOOD DAY to you

I'm watching the Warriors on a DVD I just burned from Netflix. I watched it last night, but I wanted Amir to see it cause I like it so much. I ran out of Marlboro Lights today :( I'm thinking about buying alot of things, but I can't cause I'm broke. My Leadership book sold on Ebay for 50 bux, but I'm gonna blow it all on gas and Lights tomorrow. I'm pretty sure I'm going up to Davis in the Afternoon to chill with Steve just because... Instead of talking about my 6/10 Day (a 6/10 is a D- in the grading scale which isn't passing at my school) I decided I want to do something different in this entry So I'll ramble about the most random things:

(I) hate to use the word I alot but I do

My remote for my TV will need new AAA's this week. I can tell it's running out of power.

A flat panel tv would be nice.

I joined a new fad--- Doulike.com Check it out. Meet friends, etc...

Scary Kids Scaring Kids Rules?

Tomorrow I need to buy Burt's Bee's Chapstick because I lost mine and my lips are dry. I'm using Chapstick medicated right now, but I am not satisfied with it.

Goped's are awesome... I miss mine

My phone doesn't have bluetooth and I have a blue tooth headset going to waste.

myspace is pissing me off. This one bitch named ... I duunno her name right now keeps spamming my messages account with some ad about myspacevideos. SO annoying I get like 40 messages a day.

My acoustic guitar needs new strings. I changed two of them cause I had extras, but I feel cheap using it now cause 4 of the strings are old.

I miss New York- mainly riding the subways at night. You see some random shit.

I want: Gas for my car, a bottle of quality Vodka, to go back to school, party before I go back to school.

I'm gonna watch the movie now.


:)

I decided to visit my buddy Jose from SJSU... I left Fremont at 11:30 and got to Salinas,Ca at about 12:45. It's about a 75 mile drive. On the way I passed the Gilroy Outlets I used to go with my sisters when I was a kid and saw the In and out burger I used to eat at. Gilroy reminded me of the summer garlic festival they have in the summer. I can't wait to go again! I'm watching Will and Grace right now. I really love this show because I think they all are hella good actors! Did u know Will and Jack are straight? TOLD U there are hella good actors on that show. I think I'd do Grace. She's pretty fine.. Anyways. At Salinas, I ate the best Torta in the world! Gosh I'm going to go there one day when I'm starving. Jose and I went to the Northridge mall where I saw the funniest thing in the world(I'm going to Hell) I was leaving the mall when I saw a mentally challenged guy in a wheel chair with a toy police hat and badge on riding around the mall because he thinks he works for the public security. When Jose told me the story that one day he busted out a toy walkie talkie because a guy cut in front of him in the cookie line, he called for imaginary backup. I had to laugh SHIT! But yea.. what else did I do... I met Jose's Girlfriend Analyn and met up with my friend Pancho. It was nice to visit Salinas because I had the impression it was all fields and Mexican immigrants. I also checked out the Steinbeck museum which was pretty interesting. It made me feel productive and shit. When I got home, I smoked some stoggies with Amir and picked up Esther from Macy's and we chilledat Starbucks-Newark by the Albertsons and saw Sara A. chillen. She got me her employee discount which saved me a buck and I need every dollar these days cause I am unemployed(Makes me feel like an adult and important for some reason when I saw I am unemployed HAHA I'm an idiot) Then I dropped off Esther at her house and went back to my place with Amir to watch a scene from 24. It was Day 4 2:00-3:00 P.M. where Tony Almeada drinks a beer at his shitty house while Jack is on the computer. Amir finds it Hilarious to see shit like that cause Jack never eats or has rest. 24 is seriously the best show ever! Season 5 is pretty good so far. Can't wait untill the next episode!!


Tomorrow:

I dunno SHIT


Thx for reading


YAngster

Okk.. I don't remember where I left off, so I'll start off from what I remember.

I went to Davis with Steve and chilled there and ate. When we driving back home, I passed out finally for an hour. When I woke up I was @ Fremont.

I don't feel like finishing. I'm watching South Park right now and I have to call steve at 12:30.


I'll probably watch Starwars soon.

I still could not sleep after last night. I pulled an overnighter, but Iriko kept me company on AIM unlike you losers. I'm about to go to Davis in the next hour with Steve to pick up Cody... I pray to God that today will be a good day. and I pray that everyone from last night recovers quickly and we learn from all this...


Steve

The Worst night of my life...
I want to jump into details, but I'm gonna tell it in order...

It's 5:30 a.m. I Can't fall asleep. So i'll post why I can't fall asleep.

I woke up at 2:00. Amir came over and we were both craving bacon, so after a quick shower and a stop at the post office to mail out ebay stuff, we headed to albertsons where I saw frozen meat which made me forget all about bacon. I wanted to throw a bbq cause I haven't eaten yet. Amir and I split the bill for supplies and called up a couple of friends so we can have a bbq at my house. Amir, Steve K, Marcelo, and Daniel were the only one's who showed up and we had a hella nice bbq with chilli/spam/cheese, Chips, Burgers, Corn, etc.. etc.. We watched Night at the roxbury and ate outside by a candle light. I was having an amazing day. We went out to the Cardinal to smoke some cigs. We ran out so I dropped by chevron to pick up Some turkish golds and some chaser for drinking later on. We chilled in front of Steve's house for half an hour untill PAtrick showed up so steve can pick up his bottle from Liquor farm.

Hella people were in the Albertsons plaza where we chilled for an hour doin the typical friday night thing.

A senior from MSJ named Albert was throwin a party and I was with hella heads so they wanted to crash the party. we snuck in from the back when Albert told us it was invite only and asked us to leave. I was down because this was the first party I really crashed uninvited, but my friends Amir and Dan had to start shit of course.

I knew hella people at the party and I felt bad and felt stupid crashing a high school party so I told the guys I was with( which was like 15 people) to bounce. Daniel started shit with Albert, then Amir backed him up and I had to hold him back from making us look even more stupid. When we left, my group was trying to be even bigger assholes by throwin beer bottles at the house and honking. Apparently, the cops came after we left because of the neighbors and all the rukis we made. I apologize to anyone who was at the house for mine and my friends behaviors. I did the best I could to make things better, but that wasn't enough. You guys were all just trying to have a good time without having your old upperclassmen crash it. If I was in your boat, I'd feel the same way. Just don't hate me... I'll make it up I swear!!

We weren't even gonna stay long because there was a kegger in a hella nice warehouse we were gonna go to. When we got there it was hella happenin' There was a car with it's system playin music inside the warehouse and people dancin and drinking beer. After about 15 min, most of the gang went outside to chill and smoke some cigs. Then all of a sudden I see Steve with beer all over his face and hella people coming outside.. They started arguing and then one thing let to another and you see 50 people fighthing outside.I didn't know who to fight because there was soooo many people fighitng... I feel really bad for not thinking quicker and jumping in because I should have fought in any way I could even if I got fucked up.

Some idiot was filming this shit the whole time and I just wanted to beat his ass. At the end, our group which consisted of over 30 fremont kids were wounded badly. Vargas was the worst. He was literally drenched in blood and needed some serious medical attention. Jason's head was bleeding and I was amazed that he actually fought. Alot of guys had other serious injuries, but Vargas's was the worst. He gave Amir and me the keys to his integra because he needed someone who can drive stick to the hospital. Amir was to fucked up to drive so I drove. Vargas drove in Daniel's car to the hospital, but along the way he got pulled over for a D.U.I. That's probably the worst thing that happened tonight. I'm gonna do the best in my power to help Daniel threw this because it was all bad.

When I arrived at the hospital, Amir and I waited for awhile in the rain. I was getting scared cause I cop was right by us.. Apparently Vargas was at the kaiser emergency room so I Parked his car in a different area and got picked up by Mark to meet his mom there. I gave her the keys to his car and drove to taco bell to meet up with the gang. We discussed what happened tonight and called it a night around 1:30.

When I got home, Amir came over and we chilled. I went to bed around 2:30, but since then I sat in bed thinking about tonight which is why i can't fall asleep. I still feel Like I am under the influence... BTW I had a bottle of Absolut mandarin which only lasted half a bottle untill I shattered it by opening the car when I arrived at the warehouse.

I think I'm going to starbucks now. It should be open at 6.


In a couple of hours I'm going with Steve to Davis to pick up Cody(His suitemate) I need to have a talk with someone. Only Iriko is online and we talked about tonight. He really is the coolest guy I know...

Somoeone call me today...


I'll repost later today. Mayve it won't be such a shitty day.



Because of tonight I:

Will quit smoking for good. ( Only once in awhile and never more than 5 cigs a week)
Will work out, loose weight, and train to fight again so I'm ready next time
Will not drink for awhile
Will not go to a party I am Not invited to.
Will not go to a party for another month
Will not go out as much.
DO my best to help Vargas and Daniel recover.
Take care of my friends
and more...

OK I'll start off by discussing about my day.. Please listen

I woke up at 1:30 today, which is extremely early considering I went to bed at 5:30 because I was cleaning my room while watching Butterfly effect and night at the roxbury and burning starwars episode 3 on my desktop. I didn't get out of bed until about 2 because I grabbed my laptop off the ground which is really nice. I made my breakfast: Spam, Eggs, Cheese, Rice, and Milk. Amir came over and we watched a scene from Matchstick Men, The part where cage's partner says I still have car payments (Inside joke) Amir brought over a paper clip folded in half and threatened me that he was gonna steal my RSX with it.

Later on around 4, We went to Chervron to buy Turkish Gold Buy one get one free. We each split a pack. I went back home to gather change so I can have some cash for the coin star machine.I used three bucks of it on Dinner and a pack of gum. Now I have a ten left for tomorrow. Amir, Daniel N. and I met up with Jen. and Emily A. Jen Jacked me a bottle of Absolut Mandarin which I plan to use tomorrow night with Steve... We then left albertsons to smoke hookah.

We called people after hookah and met up at Stanford st.

I bounced early so I can watch a movie at home and be warm.

OVerall rating of Day: 7/10 ( Would be a 5/10, but it thursday and I went out and I got a bottle for tomorrow which is a guaranteed 8/10 o higher)


I am expecting to get drunk tommorw with Steve.

I won't let u down LJ!!!


BTW Morgan made me update..

I'm getting lazy already..


See u tomorrow

I just woke up. I slept for over 13 hours!!!!! I woke up and it's dark. Time to eat breakfast....

Yesterday I:
* Watched Wedding Crashers with Amir
* Went to SJSU/Downtown SJ with Daniel and Amir
* Ate LA Victoria
* Smoked a pack of Turkish Gold
* Hung out with a bunch of people at a spot.
* Got a smoothie @ BoBar
* OVerdrafted by $5.00 because I bought a pack of Camel Lights

Overall rating of the day: 6/10

Today: Will go to waste
Most likely a movie or somethin because it's basically over. Wed night with everyone gone except a few people and ohlone kids. UGGGH

I miss everyone!!


I'll update later... Maybe today won't be so bad eh?